ah hah!

i think i have found what i want to do with these posts!! so ah hah! i'm going to review tv shows!! right now i'm watching house- note i don't have tv of any kind in my home so i watch all shows online often years after they've been on tv. on the other stuff i've been talking about with my posts.. i'm coping. just recently i've had waaaay too much work to dwell. anyway i'm leaving to watch more house then sleep. ta.

so i think i'm just going to leave this as a blog about everything. just finished knitting a scarf for my grandma. it's blue and a bit sparkly. it's a very loose/ stretchy yarn over scarf- i'll try uploading a pic of it... anyhow it's one less christmas gift to deal with. and one i had a lot of fun making! mah. right now i'm watching a show called Veronica Mars i've recently gotten into and really trying to avoid going to class tomorrow or later today. i'm also looking to do my spring semester abroad. as much as i love school, my new found friends, and whatnot i really can't stand being in a place or places that remind me of the friend i've lost. and clearly judging by the hour i'm submitting this post i'm getting no sleep. i already am an insomniac dammit! can't help but quote the wicked witch of the west in the wizard of oz- "oh what a world what a world!" okey dokes i'm going to try- yes try to get some shut eye. i've got a trip to make tomorrow... yay fun!

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hi! ok now that i get a check for enthusiasm we can get down to my thoughts. i don't really know which direction i'll be taking these posts so i guess i'll just spew randomness until i figure it out. recently my life took a turn for the worse and i'm trying to patch it up. i had a really good friend and i lost him. and i guess i don't know where to go from here. i feel a little like bit like singing "where do we go from here" or in this case where do i go from here.. from Whedon's Once More with Feeling buffy episode. a lot of what i do reminds me of him and i'm beginning to feel a bit claustrophobic. anyway. well i'll keep thinking on what to do with this blog... later.