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hi! ok now that i get a check for enthusiasm we can get down to my thoughts. i don't really know which direction i'll be taking these posts so i guess i'll just spew randomness until i figure it out. recently my life took a turn for the worse and i'm trying to patch it up. i had a really good friend and i lost him. and i guess i don't know where to go from here. i feel a little like bit like singing "where do we go from here" or in this case where do i go from here.. from Whedon's Once More with Feeling buffy episode. a lot of what i do reminds me of him and i'm beginning to feel a bit claustrophobic. anyway. well i'll keep thinking on what to do with this blog... later.