so i think i'm just going to leave this as a blog about everything. just finished knitting a scarf for my grandma. it's blue and a bit sparkly. it's a very loose/ stretchy yarn over scarf- i'll try uploading a pic of it... anyhow it's one less christmas gift to deal with. and one i had a lot of fun making! mah. right now i'm watching a show called Veronica Mars i've recently gotten into and really trying to avoid going to class tomorrow or later today. i'm also looking to do my spring semester abroad. as much as i love school, my new found friends, and whatnot i really can't stand being in a place or places that remind me of the friend i've lost. and clearly judging by the hour i'm submitting this post i'm getting no sleep. i already am an insomniac dammit! can't help but quote the wicked witch of the west in the wizard of oz- "oh what a world what a world!" okey dokes i'm going to try- yes try to get some shut eye. i've got a trip to make tomorrow... yay fun!